02 3 / 2012
Just Another Day.
today was not a very good day for me, had little to no sleep and woke up to the fire alarm going off continuously for no reason.
not only did i have to deal with a massive headache all day, but i have quit smoking and i am very stressed out with no real outlet to vent at the moment. things weren’t going good from the start.
as usual i had some sort of bullshit drama that i had to deal with, not only did i lose a friend, but that person also picked at every little flaw about me when they themselves are not the most perfect person. not only did i start feeling like shit months ago but now i feel even worse because of another persons own issues with how they behave and treat people -something that i really did not need in my life again.
to be able to get through the day i ended up crying for a few hours and punching my wall, not such a great idea considering i already have a suspected fractured hand -lets just say that right now, typing is a real struggle.
it occurred to me that i should invest in taking some anger management classes to help figure out a better way to deal with my anger -i’m not to keen on this because i don’t like admitting that i have problems.
honestly, the only good thing about today was that i have decided to go back to school and i now know who i can and can’t trust.
can’t wait for tomorrow….kidding.
x
